Age:[ 16 ] Gender:[ f ]
Comments: My mamma changed my life forever
My grandma(Mamma) died almost five years ago. She was diagonosed with lukemia cancer in 1991. I remember her being a little chunky with rosy cheeks an a beautiful smile. She was so gorgeous on the outside but in the inside made her even more wonderful. She loved everyone and everything. She starting getting very sick in the begining of 1995. In April she went through a treatment that cured her. I was so happy she was back to normal healthy self but that only lasted a couple of weeks. Then from there everything went down hill. The doctor informed her that she only had a month left. She wanted to be with her family. I couldn't take that information truthfully. I didn't believe it because she was just healthy. Why was God doing this to her. She did everything right she never did anything wrong. She fought so hard to stay alive and be with us. The pain that she went through was unbearable. I wish I could have taken her pain away. The hardest thing to do was to tell her that we'd be ok and that she could let go. I didn't want her to go. But years later I realized why we let her go. God needed another angel in His kingdom so He called upon our angel to help him out. I miss her so much. I think about her all the time. I wonder what I would have been if she was still with me. The holidays would be beautiful and my days would be nothing but happiness of being with her.
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