i feel like sone one has put their hand in and ripped my heart out!!! thats the only way i can start this, im a 31year old woman with 3 kids.so why do i feel 12 and vunrable?! my dad died of cancer about 8 months ago just b4 christmas and and my heart was broken i was "daddys girl" and seeing him lyinig not big and strong anymore not beenig able to help him destroyd me. my mom was my rock the support i needed, allways positive ringing me everyday they were devorced but still very close. my mom was poorly herself and with asthma we got closer than we ever had. Then 7 weeks ago she died sudduenly. now im lost! it hurts so much.im trying to be strong for my husband and kids but its hard. i feel so cheated my heart hurts. i found this site and it helps but only a bit!!!
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